The Ides of March
Only a month and three days later...
No really, it's about the exact opposite I feel right now.
Yes, the day was rather dull and windy. But then I went home. And there was a baseball game on the tv. And then I decided to listen to some music while I wrote some notes that I needed to write. And watch the baseball game. Cause really, who needs the commentators? And then I had a nice, and brief, conversation with one of my roommates. And then I got ready to leave. And I put on a hat that I haven't allowed myself to wear pretty much since last fall, cause I needed to save it for just the right day. And this evening felt like it could be taking a turn to be just that, so I put the hat on. And it felt perfect. Just like the first time I put it on. And then I drove over here to use the computer. And it was perfect outside. And they were playing the most excellent music on the radio for a night like this. And then, when I was almost here, I caught a chick checking me out a little from her car (not a bad thing at all).
And then I decided that, indeed, sometimes it is just better to just tell yourself that your problems don't really matter. They are only temporary anyway. Just better to focus on all the stuff that really matters. (actually, I think that writing those notes earlier got me started in the right direction. and the baseball) At the end of the day it doesn't really matter how many hours you've worked or how little sleep you've gotten or how hungry you might be or or or or or or. Anyway, you get the point. All focusing on that stuff will do is make your attitude worse. At least it does mine. And it sure has been this week. Not those things specifically, but regaurdless...
And I don't really know where any of this is coming from, but it came. Sorry. Enough.
I'm just happy right now. And that is a thing that I really enjoy. And I guess I really haven't let myself be too happy lately. But tonight I am.
And I'm glad that I have a Mama that loves me. And have friends that look out for me, whether they do it knowingly or not.
music: random classicalness on the radio, but some awesome song about heroes in my head that I obviously need to listen to more so I actually know it
No really, it's about the exact opposite I feel right now.
Yes, the day was rather dull and windy. But then I went home. And there was a baseball game on the tv. And then I decided to listen to some music while I wrote some notes that I needed to write. And watch the baseball game. Cause really, who needs the commentators? And then I had a nice, and brief, conversation with one of my roommates. And then I got ready to leave. And I put on a hat that I haven't allowed myself to wear pretty much since last fall, cause I needed to save it for just the right day. And this evening felt like it could be taking a turn to be just that, so I put the hat on. And it felt perfect. Just like the first time I put it on. And then I drove over here to use the computer. And it was perfect outside. And they were playing the most excellent music on the radio for a night like this. And then, when I was almost here, I caught a chick checking me out a little from her car (not a bad thing at all).
And then I decided that, indeed, sometimes it is just better to just tell yourself that your problems don't really matter. They are only temporary anyway. Just better to focus on all the stuff that really matters. (actually, I think that writing those notes earlier got me started in the right direction. and the baseball) At the end of the day it doesn't really matter how many hours you've worked or how little sleep you've gotten or how hungry you might be or or or or or or. Anyway, you get the point. All focusing on that stuff will do is make your attitude worse. At least it does mine. And it sure has been this week. Not those things specifically, but regaurdless...
And I don't really know where any of this is coming from, but it came. Sorry. Enough.
I'm just happy right now. And that is a thing that I really enjoy. And I guess I really haven't let myself be too happy lately. But tonight I am.
And I'm glad that I have a Mama that loves me. And have friends that look out for me, whether they do it knowingly or not.
music: random classicalness on the radio, but some awesome song about heroes in my head that I obviously need to listen to more so I actually know it
posted by klev at 7:48 PM
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