discovery

I think that perhaps I am finally starting to figure some things out about life. Or at least my life. And why I can be such an angry person at times. Now, all I need to do is purpose to change those circumstances, and never stop until I do change them. At least as much as I can. In the circumstances I am thinking of I know that ultimately I can only do so much and then just be content with what God decides for me. At least I have been having some epiphanies the last few days. Means I have actually been thinking about things, which is more than I am used to. Baby steps.

Collected my sister from the airport tonight! She brought me a new bed spread or comforter, whatever it is you call those things. I just call them blankets. Easier that way. But it is pretty cool. And it means I can finally stop using the blanket my ex made for me. And there was much rejoicing.

And it is really nice to have someone around who understands my parents and can help me deal with them. And someone who will laugh at me when I just have to vent about things. Cause that is really all I want. Just someone to laugh. Then maybe I can see that what I am all bent out of shape about isn't really that big of a deal, but maybe I can keep going and make them laugh even more and then pretty soon I will be laughing about it too. And then it really isn't as bad. I don't know. Does that make any sense at all?

But life is good right now. I know I still have much to learn and a long way to go, but at least I'm heading in the right direction.

mood: getting ready to watch a couple episodes of The Office. i'd say that's a good thing
music: "Christmas Eve (Sarajevo 122/24)" - Trans-Siberian Orchestra (yes, i know it is early for christmas music, but i just remembered to put this cd on my iTunes and had to listen to this song. it is one of my favorites...)